It worse than that. I don't know why. My life is ruin right now. And i don't know what to say. They just kicked me out from their life. They hates me. And i will keep that hates in my heart. For this while, I'm just want to live with peaceful. So, please give me a chance to repaired my life again. And please bring my life back. I need that. I'm begging somebody please help myself. And i will fulfill any request from anybody. Arghh. Actually, I don't know what I'm saying right now. I really don't know what I've to do now. Somebody please accept me back. Please. I need my life back. My real life. Not my fake life. And please loving me and respect me as a human. Not like an animal. I swear I will do what do you want me to do. Anything ! Anything !! But please give me some a protection. I'm afraid to live alone on this earth. Its full of badness and darkness. I rather take any risk and I just want my happiness life back. That's all. Thank you all !
p/s : PEACE ! <3