Dear Alif,
I'm sorry if I make you mad always. Lately, I'm always having trouble and I've to solve everything with my own self. I didn't know if you still thinking that I'm not serious with this relationship. Actually, I was thinking that this relationship was not going well because I'm always making trouble to everybody or everywhere. This is because I want the attention from anybody. 'Cause my life is empty. Nothing got inside. Nobody care about me. Nobody keep aside to me. Sometimes I've been thinking if I'm sure or not to continue this. Its only Allah S.W.T. know about this, right sayang ? I know that you always busy with you work or study but please spend your time even a little bit with me sayang. I don't have anybody except YOU ! Every second I keep calling or texting you doesn't mean that i want to disturb you but I want you to know that I'm thinking of you and every second I'm fall in love with you honey. I love you so much even I already give up with this relationship. I will make sure that everything goes well. I love you so much. I don't know how to describe but I love you even you doesn't care about how I felt. Sometimes I already give up but then again I've been thinking to take this lesson to go on our life together. Even you're always scold or mad at me because I'm jealous of nothing. Oh sayang, I'm deeply in love with you. I'm so sorry about my attitude. Please forgive me if I'm not return back to that place. I have my own plan to continue my life back. If I have to !
P/s: I love you so much until my last breath <3 Muhammad Nor Alif